am i a burden to you?

i think alot. alot alot.
frankly speaking. i nearly gave up on you many times.
but i couldnt bear to.
just bcuz ihy too much..

but i need to ans this myself.
can i give you happiness?
the future is blurred.
i thought love is just 2 ppl living together happily ever after.
however. it can be soo wrong..

so many conflicts. so many unhappiness.
am i on the right path?
i beg your pardon.

am i your right one?

time flies.

i move hse le. away from tht place which accompanied me tru those tough times.
i kinda miss it somehow. feel like gng back. but seems pointless. since i couldnt get in anymore :X

finished my MST le. din score like what i expected.
only 2 out of the 6 make me proud :(
but its ok. bcuz i din really study as much this time.
i shall put in double the nxt time :)

its been rocky sometimes.
i hope things wont turn rusty.
i really wanted to cherish this relationship and everything im having now.
i dont want to lose them all.
though its really tiring trying to hold on..

honeyhoney

beebeee :)

i used to feel like a princess..
but where has those times gone to..

you ve changed. so drastically..
stop refusing to face the reality.

i am very disappointed..

in you.

what looks good.
doesnt seem to be tht good.

it is really scary when you finally realise tht how fragile a relationship can be.
it is not whether you can handle it well anot.
feelings is not something which we can control.

when you finally stop escaping from the reality.
it is time you give up.

it is fading.

they are fading.

those faces..

i think this have to end soon.
its good for the two of us.

i hate grasping onto smth which is no longer there.
i dont know why i refuse to let go tht time.
i want to. but somehow. i cant..

i hope work can numb me from this awful reality.
its very painful..

虽然是简单的形容
虽然是重复的动作
因为有你 让一切都变成不平凡

好想缝合你我手心
就这样牵着不开
有你陪伴
呼吸着有你的空气 就是幸福

ti amo te quiero
每一天都要爱上你
想着你沉入梦境
一张眼一清醒
第一个想到又是你

sa la he and i love you
我每天都要爱上你
少一天就会遗憾
陪着你的光阴
怎样都不算蹉跎

why this song looks happy.

but feels so sad..?

finally.
finally i think i made myself proud for once.
:)

i think i have done quite not bad for my exams.
and i am glad tht this time. at least for this time.
my hard work. most of my hard work do actually pay off.
although bcuz of tht annoying subj..
well. nth can go perfect. right?

i have decided to live a different life nxt sem.
i am gng to join squash as elective sport.
and im planning to help out at the freshman orientation!
i am also gng to wear nice nice. spend more on clothings and shoes.
hehe. doesnt seem like huiYi right?
i am getting back my confidence which i have long forgotten! :D

i am currently working in brederoshaw as an account assistant/admin job.
hahax. actually i dont know what am i doing also :X
i am sad. bcuz its paying good. but ending soon..
what am i gng to do for the rest of the holiday?!
i want office work!
i want to look at files and papers!
and computer! :X

i hope.
things can remain as it is now.

当世界不知不觉的变了

有时候我怀念以前的我

作的梦虽然远远的

想像是一种快乐

its been awhile since i last blogged this blog.

now is poly holiday le.
found a job but i duno when the hell will it start.
lolx. thx to recruit express.

listening to my blog midi bring me many many memories.
i know i should not look back anymore.
but sometimes. it is not as easy to let go.

what is happiness.
is it to be with the one you love.
or just being content with what you have.

ppl always take things for granted.
i am. now.
i want to cherish things.
but often my sub conscious dont do what it wants to.

i miss alot of things.
i always wanted to grow up.
but lil do i know tht being an adult. has more troubles.

khang is right.
sometimes. we try too hard to become someone that others will be proud of.

sometimes.

the higher we climb. the harder we fall.

;

i just realise it today.
tht my bad tmeper is inherited from my mum.

apparently. her temper worsen after she went to work.
and ive noticed my temper becoming better after i went to work.
its how strange when things like this occur.
but i know tht my temper is still not very gd laa.
but now. i know why i ve got such kns temper :D

im trying to cherish every now and then.
trying not to mention anything bout tht.
i really hope tht i will not learn to appreciate only when ive lost someone or something.
time for reflection guys..

sometimes.
you will realise tht you dont need to shout out loud for her to know what are you talking bout.
sometimes.
you will realise tht you got someone to help you to be there for you when you need someone just to be there.
sometimes.
you will realise tht you have taken things for granted..

be glad. when you have everything you want and you need nw.

im afraid.

:(

after one wave.
one more wave is here.

im very emo now.
i dont know what to do.
i dont know how.
i cant tell anyone.
but im really scared.

can someone teach me how?
wo zhen de hen pa.
zen me ban..

can someone tell me this IS a nightmare?
and tht everything will be alright tml..?

is god real?
i hope everything will be alright..
please.

amen.

\

can time heal scars..?

i dont know.

huiyi (:
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i wanna be happy. :)

just you will do.